you ever feel like the world is just passing you by
like you have no roots in socity
that you take up so small a space that no one would notice the gap you fill
some guy at school has suddenly taken to pointing out how often i can
sit in the common room when it's full and not be a part of any of the circles of conversation
it's wierd as this bloke was sort of a grey man in the earlyer years of school and now is quite popular.
to my knoledge i've done nothing to him that would cause a grudge but ..............it sound fucked but i can feel it when he's laugthing at me
i had a note put in my pigeon hole saying how someone wants to 'make animal love' to me
it's nice to know that some one has put pen to paper to piss me off or express their pitty for me
to dispell any thoughts that the note was from someone being serios it was plainly a winde up
in case you have missed the signs i'm in an angsty mood tonight
it would be worst if i was not the owner of a copy of the megadeth album risk signed by the band
that came to day by post from ebay
only cost me £20 so mybe in a few years it will be worth more

well what can you do